A very bad idea.

A spent the whole of yesterday being very naughty in the office. Levels of naughtiness that made me blush constantly. This peaked at about 4pm when she was suggesting a trip to the park. The boundary between 'things that stayed in Devon' and work was not just crossed it was absolutely smashed.

I managed to get my work done eventually and we went home together, as we were waiting on the platform more inappropriate behavior was being instigated by A. By the time we arrived however things had changed, apparently A was taken a back by the premeditated nature of it all. Going to the supermarket, getting supplies for supper and all that. By the time we got back to her flat she was being rather strange.

We talked about it a bit and it was the fact that it was so planned that threw A, the going home together and quasi-relationship part. I said that if she was really so confused she really shouldn't act as she had in the office, it wasn't a good idea for either of us. She agreed, saying that she didn't mean to be a tease, it's just the had been thinking on the tube and had a bit of a reality check.

I ended up staying the night and it was fun, don't get me wrong. I left at 6:15 (I naturally wake up early so it wasn't a problem) on A's request so we didn't arrive at the same time. I don't really know how to feel about the whole thing. The hold-cold stuff is very annoying but I do understand that she is probably struggling internally with her emotions.

It's almost a shame yesterday happened at all, I would hate for the memory of the weekend to over-shadowed by this. I'm slightly haunted by something my mother said after meeting A, that she was a lovely girl but dating her would be a complicated affair.